I would snuggle it because I missed having him next to me

When I cracked my head open on the corner of an old TV, that blanket went directly to my head as I ran screaming to get help. I played with that blanket, slept with that blanket, and snuggled with it while watching TV or reading a book. One of my comforts is wrapping a blanket around me a snuggling down into bed or on the couch while reading or watching TV.
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Kati:
So not sure if we should work it out?
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
The question is I feel so horrible for how we ve made each other feel.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
We both want to try to change and make it work.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
I apologized and acknowleged I have a problem and I need help.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
With all of that stress I have had anger explosions where I just insult him and am so mean.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
The job thing worries me especially about thinking a future of marriage for us.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
He still helps me finanacially and with other tasks so I know he cares for me in that way.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
I tell him that he needs to find one because I have never been one to go to work and let someone hang out all day.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
He got fired from his job 4 month ago and he still has not found a job nor does he look like he really wants one.
(7 November 2016)

Kati:
He is very extroverted and I am very introverted.
(7 November 2016)