It is heartbreaking for me to have to say today that I and Mr

After almost 13 years together, it has been one of the most devastating decisions that I have ever had to make in my life. It is not my intention to seek sympathy or assign blame. I have understood through my life that change is inevitable and human nature will define that change for each individual.
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Meredith:
I texted him again the next day just to say hi and the conversation went on for a bit and then we stopped talking.
(25 November 2016)

Meredith:
After he took me back to my dorm, I texted him like 10-15 minutes later and told him that I had had a good time and if he wanted I would like to see him again, he responded by saying that that sounded nice and then we said goodnight.
(25 November 2016)

Meredith:
It was kind of awkward at first just because of the fact that we didn't know each other at all, but it got better and it got a little less awkward.
(25 November 2016)

Meredith:
So I met a guy who is 4 years older than me a couple weeks ago and last week we hung out.
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
I upset my friend by trying to pay respirations to him?
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
Should I continue to get close to them and breathe deeply and hard?
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
How should I approach them about it?
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
I still want to pay respirations to blacks.
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
He scoffed and left without saying a word.
(25 November 2016)

Candra:
I explained that I felt bad because his ancestors were slaves so I was trying to pay him respirations.
(25 November 2016)